<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d37854643\x26blogName\x3dctb+ctb\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://essenceofinsanity.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://essenceofinsanity.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d341195090611463645', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Saturday, April 28, 2007

And what a week it has been!
Although I missed two half-days of school, (on Tuesday-where the lessons are so impt!,and Wednesday-where the days are short and sweet!) I must admit that I learnt alot.
I've been having some adventitious feeling...a mixture of happiness,bitterness and basically confusion. Just like the weather this few days, ever so unpredictable. ):

1. odac:
this time, went to DFAC for CIP for NVPS P5 camp--an annual thing--but a slightly different affair. FOr one thing, being a senior now, we were supposed to 'step back, and take a look at what's going on around you'(quote Mr R) rather than getting involved. So yes, it was marginally less tiring that sec 3s were allowed to 'slack', but the weather was simply irritating, and the after-effects of motion sickness was baddddd! Time seemed to fly really fast, and on the bus back from DFAC on the second night reminded me of why I love odac so much. Everytime I (we) feel so discouraged and tired and all, there would always be something that tells me (us)"look! aren;t you having fun?" Bus trips always seem to bond all of us together. Fun,'torture'= odac
anyway it's my friends in odac that see me in all my states: my ugliest, most tired, loudest/quietest, craziest etc etc...

2. emotional wise, it's been crazy the past few days. Sometimes, I do realise, I'm prone to over-thinking. When I'm down and out, I just seem to think of bad things, and overanalyse certain issues, leaving myself suspicious and sad. Of course, this leads me to be moody and emo. emo, so hate that word. urgh. so of course, I have to apologise to those who saw that side of me this week, especially xinyu. \=

3. when you help someone, you learn alot. enough said.

4. everytime i go out with anqi, and we have those crazy conversations, it just brings back fond memories of lower secondary life. From there, I realise that people change, and that just makes me sad. I love change, I hate change.

say, I'm maturing alot.
but of course, I'm still the same. Just a little different.
i wonder...

bear foot;
11:41 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

yay.
with speech and homecoming day out of the way, I am finally free!
no more having to stay back almost everyday just to have the script changed again again and again.
all in all, emceeing went without much of a glitch;D
i had fun (:

and homecoming day was a big success for 301.
initially I had doubts about our concept, but who knew that traditional still rules?
ice kachang! hooray for ice kachang!
towards the end of the homecoming, a group of us girls, led by the devious kailing, employed a real cool sales tactic which thou shalt not mention here.
(:
but it was fun. wasn't it girls?
we made lots of $$$

and we were chanting lots of ridiculous cheers along the way larh!

woooo...
exams are coming!

and best wishes for those in SYF!
chinese dance, choir and guzheng left!
all the bestttttt!
(:

bear foot;
3:50 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hellllooooooooo.

I am happy today(:

but still had weird weird mood swings.
sryyyyy for venting it out on you, my one and only bright and gay and nicenice bolster.
sorrryyyy.

I declare that valerie, gracie,cheekit and samuel are the nicest people ever.
i gan dong until liu lei.
or maybe it was the "presence of god" that christine was talking about
(:

not to forget mingting, who's the nicest too.
lol
thanks(:
get well soon!

hmmm.
my brother's eyes are ok now.
he was kicked by my sister and had a bruise in his eye.
scary. all red and bloofy.
unbelievable.

anyway...
.
.
.
.
.
.

bear foot;
6:54 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007



orange M&M (peanut)



guess whose hand?








josie and my brother (:









my bro took this pic. (while i was on the fone wif dunno who)










at treetop walk (scary)














sister and cuzzie!


bah.
M visits me so frequenty the past few months):
cannot stand it.
I'll be damn busy this week, and I'm lagging behind in A maths.
wahh:'(

bear foot;
1:44 AM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

urgh.
have the runs.
):

bear foot;
10:55 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

actually, the only reason i'm here is to link/relink others.
cos kailing's tag made me realsie i promised to link others, and then didn't
:0
but alot of the tags are flooded away. no archives left \=
so yeah....
might as well blog bout school yeah?

so hmmmm.
was really tired in school today.
LKS's maths lessons are sooooo boring.
I want LYH! regardless of what 307 thinks, he is a good teacher.
really.
i mean he actually stayed back with terrance to teach him coordinate geo!
o.O

hmmm...
so after maths was SS
i think mdm tian's okay this week.
:D

and then there was chinese!
which was full of crap as usual.
poor kaihong, sitting next to me.
but i know she likes it when i sing crappy out-of-tune songs!
rawwrrrr.

uh huh then PC~
discussed homecoming day.
being OIC for publicity is funnnn!
organised those in my dept, den discussed flyers and posters.
samuel's takoyaki ones are cool.
too bad bout the new concept-- ice
)))):

hmmm.
chemistry was crazy.
xinyu sat next to me.
ate in class :D
den i slept on her shoulders for quite awhile.
den of course he xiang started muttering about the HOMOSEXUAL CLUB
which led to mrs chow asking dumb questions:O

haha then bio practical again!
hydrogen peroxide, chicken liver and potato.
fun, short and simple experiment:D

den cme (crap), and lunch.

valerie and i were holding hands!
den kaihong tried to break us apart.
me: "it takes alot of energy to break strong covalent bonds ;S"
hehehe.
we are covalent bonds!
'cos she called me darling in da library! :D:D

as usual, physics was madness.
mr chan kept talking crap about me and twin!
irritating lehhhh.

HOHOHO.
fast forward to tuition!
zuyao kena suan like mad:D:D
funny.
and i really really dislike coordinate geo although it's pretty straightforward.
\=
test tmr!!!
arrrrrr!!!!
ok i go link others ler...

bear foot;
5:24 AM