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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I flunked trigo, badly.
10/25 ;D
thank goodness mr lee's treating that as a 'worksheet' and there will be a retest. phew.
I love tuition on tuesdays, always so funny:D

I thought that things would get better for us.
Guess I was wrong.
Something's changed.

bear foot;
5:20 AM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

uhoh, i'm in trouble.
1) I screwed up my A-maths test on friday. I can solve trigo and prove identities when I'm at home or tuition, but somehow I just can't do it in school. URGGGGHHH. I only like drawing the graphs, but I think I screwed that part up on the test too. oops. E-maths trigo is ok, but I slept through the part where Mr Lee taught cosine rule, and so I can't do the homework either.

2) There's chemistry test on tuesday, physics test on thursday and ss test on friday. no pressure, eh? (actually the phy test is on pressure..so...yeah). chemistry should be ok, i'm finally getting the hang of MOLE. phew.. I'll definitely die a horrible death in physics, but that means I won't have to sit for the SS test on Bonding yah? YAH RIGHT.

3) I am broke.

4) I'm cracking my head over how to start the stupid essay for english. "My Childhood". I hate writing persoanl recounts. So boring. I WANT TO WRITE NARRATIVES. as in descriptive. So much better. dang. The essay's to be handed in by tuesday OMG. I hate hate hate hate hate recounts. I swear english lessons are gonna make me hate english. dammit.

bear foot;
7:37 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Yawn.
Just had lunch after sleeping for 3 hrs.

Anyways, N2D was pretty fun, overall I guess. Although it was so damn difficult to fall asleep in the hall. On one hand you have people shrieking during the screening of Juon, and on the other hand I only had a flimsy sleeping mat and a bag almost empty bag with me. HOW TO SLEEP U TELL ME?
improvise, adapt, overcome:D
I improvised by borrowing gordy's fat bag, adapted to the stupid ache in my neck due to the stupid position i was lying, and mananged to overcome the stupid screaming to catch some sleep. But I was merely in a quasi-sleeping 'zone' of sorts. Kept hearing Shirley and Gordy talking behind me. brrrr. It was so much easier to sleep in the wild than in an air-con room okayyyy? that's how accustomed to the wilderness we are hehe. maybe we should have floating hammocks in the hall. Best man.

well the night was uncomfortable and strangely empty for me\=

But the run was good. So proud of everyone for sticking together and showing so much team spirit throughout the whole 5km. The best thing is, we were all supposed to run only 4km each, but ALL of us did 5 anyway, and it was really cool how we cheered and laughed and sang all the way throughout the entire hour we were running. Even Mdm Liew, who was running with us at some point said "Very nice".

Now my thorat's a little sore, again.

Mr Rod was really cool about sponsoring our final round, and the rounds he did himslef this morning. How cool can a cca teacher get, althougH he can be a scary sight early in the morning. He talked damn loudly to us until we all tiam out of sheer shock. The Ncc guys on our right and the NP ppl on our left were looking kinda amused, and I think we were all laughing when he "Yo, HOW ARE YOU?" to Mrs Lee.

Goes to show you learn something new everday.

Oh yea. Talking about team spirit...
Sec 3 gals had wanted to go to that small restaurant that sells fabulous tang yuan and beancurd for breakfast, but we stopped by at Macs to use the toilet. Lo and behold, we saw some stuff that made us all effing annoyed. We left Macs, all feeling indignant and angry and buay song and etc, but unfortunately the restaurant was closed so what the heck went back to Macs. Good to know we gave YOU GUYS a guilt trip yeah? *snort* lame shit. As yueli puts it so eloquently, "NICE ONE, MAN!"

hear the sarcasm dripping down this post?
*snort agn*

and you, well I dunno what to do anymore.
I'm waiting for something to happen. What, though, I have no earthly idea.
I only know this whole thing is miserable, and I don't even know what you're thinking.

bear foot;
10:11 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

omfg.
blogger screwed up my post lar.
lazy to retype.
wtf.

forget it.

why am i not surprised that everything is going badly for me of late?

bear foot;
5:44 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007

I admit that there's a scarcity of pictures on this blog, but haha whatever. I like my blog this way.
Too much of a good thing, makes it seem normal.
:D

RHD celebrations today, and I thought there was a marked improvementin the lvl of participation and enthusiasm ;D
congrats 301 for second place for the mascot competition, and the crossword challenge. it meant a huge snack hamper for all of us! woooo! food glorious food!
I HEART MY FOOD.
addicted to hello panda lately. for the past week I felt that it tasted weird, but thankfully they regained their original taste today.
I wonder if it was just me.
hmmm.

Anyways, Harry Potter was great.
SPOILER ALERT HERE but whatever;

So sad that this is the end of the Poter legacy lar. gonna cry\=

HALLOWS vs HOCRUXES!

Guess whats the last sentence of the book?
"All was well."
I suppose the ending is pretty obvious now right?
Instead of killing the plot, let me tell you what happens...19 yrs later that is.

Harry married Ginny, and has 3 children by the name of James, Albus and Lily.
Ron and HErmione are married too and they have I think 2 children? Rosie and I-dunno. Can't quite rmb. oops.
draco has a kid by the name of SCORPIUS though.
I LOVE DRACO LAR.
X=

IN MEMORY OF ALL THE HEROES!much love from all the HP fans all over the world!.

bear foot;
3:57 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007

eeeeeee oh my god.
cbox sucks, man! Whole day error error forbidden.
freak lar.

my general good mood was destroyed by a bastard:
I IM-ed my primary school classmate to ask about some stuff. this is the conversation that transpired.

Me: yooooooo woman!!
A:wad lah.
me: ehhhhh so fierce! anw wanted to ask u if you gng cimo tmr or staying at home to read hp7? but nvm ._.
A: dont call me woman can.
me: ......ermmmm alrite. wadever bye.
A: this is wy's brother here. so don't hold it against her.
me: lame. u so rude.
A: is u rude frst lor. call her woman.
me: please lar I've been calling her woman since long long ago and she calls me that too. dont talk abt things you dunno.
A: piece of crap.
me : !@#%&*&%#!@!

what a bastard.

That aside, thanks gordon for providing me with the Ar of the elements! Lifesaver! Otherwise cannot do chem haha.

ONE MORE DAY BEFORE BOOK SEVEN IM OH SO EXCITED!
yueli asked me if i wanna go sentosa, but I said erm no, busy.
Busy= HP!!

I know it's a freaky thing lar, but at least I'm not going to queue at 7.01am:D

JONATHAN ONG THINKS HE IS A HAIR MODEL.
stop swishing your hair, boy. go shave that pretty head of yours! ew. vainpot irritating defiant jnr. ask you to lead warmups very difficult?

bahhhh.

bear foot;
5:31 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

my life is beautiful!
my life is sweet!

:D

301 is gng to the finals, btw!

bear foot;
6:26 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007

Well, well, well.
What do we have?
School is getting more interesting!
eachers should really have more of such informaldebate in lessons. It would be much more fun than all the structured learning lah!(x

today was a languid school day! I loved it so much, but felt annoyed that maths lessons were postponed. According to the schedule thingy, we are already more than 1 week behind time, and it's quite unnerving lar to be frank.
I like sketching graphs. so fun haha.

oh cheekit called. time for phone conferencing! among the interclass debaters plus samuel where we will undoubtedly talk crap and digress alot! yesterday's session at macs was so fun luh!! gossiping is wayyyy cool!

i love everyone!
my throat's better.

bear foot;
5:51 AM

Friday, July 13, 2007

Xinfony VII was fun, alright. Just that I probably could have enjoyed myself more if it wasn't for my horrible voice. I couldn't even cheer, or join others in chanting "encore encoreeeee!"
got alot of phlegm in my throat.
.
.
.
Think I'll go see the doc after Dad gets home. I can't debate with this voice. Inter-class debates I can't wait....!! Should be quite interesting.

Things that make me Happy!

1. Biology!
So in <3 with biology. It's harder, but it's really cool! Gonna view the animation clip of what happens in a heartbeat after this. sounds like a song right? Yup. Still have an essay to complete.

2. Odac
I love my sec 3s alot alot.

3. HARRY POTTER!
Next Saturday Deathly Hallows will be out! I can't wait!!

4. You! :D

Things that make me scream!
1. My throat.
It's killing me. ): (although I can't scream)

2. Food.
I cant eat fast food or junk food ): Therefore I hate food!

3. SOME ANNOYING SOMEONE.

4. UGLY plants.


thats all for now. Making lists! So fun eh?

Bye all!



bear foot;
8:15 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Just back from school!
It's the earliest I have been home all week, and luckily too, as I can work on my lit project.
I remember weeks ago Anqi and I had intended to book tix to watch HP and OoTP but she has her oral today..so yah.
Hope she does well :D

Today, I realise that quite a few people are rather stressed over all the homework and projects and CCA etc... PEOPLE JUST GRIT YOUR TEETH AND FOLLOW THROUGH.
jiayou!

Alright I'm gonna go bathe!

Xinfony VII tommorow! can't wait!

bear foot;
1:29 AM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

THE CHAIR DECLARES THAT LAUGHING IS IN ORDER.
(in fact, nth else is in order. unless you include the synonyms of "laughing", then yes, that is in order.)

six months! (:
and the best thing is, everything's settled.
and if it's not. well it's behind us!
LOOK FORWARD!

bear foot;
5:13 AM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

HOHOHO.
here to update before leaving for school,
haha.
abit sleepy zzzz

anyway...yeah...went to genevieve's house yesterday.
It's pretty big and her room like tons of barang barang no space to move about.
or maybe 'cos there were 4 people in that room.
Suven, Yueli, Gen and me mar
In the end, we spend like maybe slightly over an hour actually doing work, before we had lunch.
(why am I not surprised haha)

After lunch we wererummaging through her closet and throwing pity-parties abt the fact that she had tons and tons of clothes, quite abit of which she didn't want.
There was this particularly skimpy top that we were laughing about.
It's like what? I think midriff-baring, and held up with strings. minimal cloth.

my goodness.

Lol.

After that we went to makna makan abit, haha.

took pictures throghout the rest of the day, yep. Up to 6 oclock. amazing eh?

I LOVE MY ODAC BABES!


ok going off to school.
ciao!

bear foot;
3:34 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

changed skin! haha.
I will make some changes to the tagb soon! since the width of the entire column can't be changed!

TODAY IS LIVE EARTH DAY!
I HEART MOTHER EARTH ALOT!

I need help with "The Mole".
someone?? anyone??
Don't understand it, how?

My legs aren't functioning after the disastrous trainging yesterday.
hurts like mad, and I can't massage it 'cos it's too damn pain.

and there's so many things to organise for the sec 1s and I hope they are grateful or I will bite their heads off.
normally I wouldn't mind having to plan lessons for the kiddos, but when you want more time for others, and really need that time, having to plan lessons is really frustrating.

SO YOU GUYS BETTER RESPECT ALL OF US AND IDOLISE US FOR BEING THE BEST SENIORS EVER YA HEAR ME?

Or I will bite your heads off and boil them too.
got it?

life's such a perennial biatch!

(quit whining already!)
shuddup conscience.
(I can't, and you can't make me either. nehnehpoopoo!)
childish. *sniffs*
(you and me. we;re one entity!)
ohhhhh just leave me alone, already.
(you don;t wnat that. ! honestly! tch!)
dont tch me already! scram!

anqi is the bestest! :D

bear foot;
4:57 AM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Have no idea what's wrong with bloggeragain,
tried to change to a gorgeous skin which I found, but there were some problems :@
ah well, another time perhaps.
for now, I'll have to stick to this one.
(sick of it)

there's binomial theorem test tmr!!
I know I sound pervertic saying this but I really do love tests, because it makes me feel tons smarter, at least until I get back my grades
(:

today's lessons were exhausting as usual.
the afternoon lessons especially.
I think Bio makes people feel smarter (what's wrong with me), cos you will learn tons of stuff you didn't know before that.
On the other hand, physics is like..."what just hit me?"
Although Mr C is a good teacher, and his lessons are fun, I always tear my hair out in frustration when there's a test\=

english was surprisingly fun today.
just the first part actually.
we had to do some sort of exercise about recounts, and my group got this:
imagine you are a chicken. Recount your day's events. Be as creative as possible, and give as much details as possible.

At first, I was :O:O
but weended up writing crap.
we = me, xinyu, qixin and rao.

our storyline's about the same as cheekit they all (who got the same topic), but there's some other stuff.

this chicken opened his eyes and found himself in heave. Having died with unfinished business, he decided to go back to the farm he was from. He speaks to his younger generation...the chicks...as well as the ducklings, and wants them to redress his grievance. You see, one day...a peking duck on the farm overheard a conversation between a man from the ministry of food and agriculture talk to the farmer (let's call him mr jones). the man tells the farmer that the birds on the farm are suspected of having H5N1, so they all had to be killed! The peking duck tried to warn the rest of the birds, but it was too late. the birds were rounded off and put into NAZI concentration camp. They were tortured and culled by the use of poisonous chemicals and stuff. THE FACT IS that this chicken was perfectly healthy and fat, and none of the other birds had bird flu, so they all died because of some blunder made by the ministry guy. The fat and healthy chicken's spirit told his chicks that when chickens are living in an authoritarian regime, they will definitely rise up and rebel. this was the natural order of things. therefore, he urged them to stage a rebellion against the farmers.
At peace, he left the farm and could thus be reincarnated.

animal farm much? inspiration from the history lesson just half an hour before the english lesson haha.
(x

the chicken = karl marx
farmer= tsar nicholas the second

so erm...means the stalin and lenin and trotsky will appear soon.
haha(x

ok going off to work on my poem.
it's coming along very nicely.
(x

ciao

bear foot;
5:20 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

mygoodnessgoodness.
what an exhausting day.
MODEL ASEAN SUMMIT @ HWA CHONG, and on youth day too.
So I woke up bright and early, changed and everything then went to meet sherina and cheekit at the MRT station where we took the train to little india hahaha
den took 66 to hwa chong.
sherina's sooo cute(:

met up with the rest at the SALT centre, and there was a mistake in the roles.
instead of human rights, I was put in the peace and security community.
den 'cos jet wasn't feeling well so ms ang say nvrmind, stay in P&C cimmunity help jet.
except I did'nt know the issues well.
X=
so basically during the ministerial retreat I was damn quiet except to raise the placards to agree or disagree while the other schools were like going crazy debating.
I mean it's interesting and everything, but sitting in an aircon room for so many hours talking about spratly islands can die know? and the other delegates were so agggressive it's scary.

oh yea did I mention xms is representing laos?
so after lunch work group meeting for human rights.
even more disastrous.
the deputy sec-gen passed a note to me and jet, and on the note were these words:

reminder : pls speak up more.

i was like haha dont think i've been this quiet before.
den i realised why my brain wasn't working at all.
darling M visited me agn.
wtfwtfwtf
plus the stupid shoes gave me blisters at the toes and heels.
wanted to die there and then.

finally had that senior official meeting, where we realised how insufficiently prepeared we were for this event lar.
the other schools were like shooting facts left right and centre we were just oh "i concur" no "i disagree"
lame.

stupid bus ride gave me motion sickness, although sherina kept me entertained.
walked home from the bus stop barefeet, though.
'cos my feet was really huting real bad.
lots of stares but i was too tired to care.
blah blahblah.

at least we'll get to skip tmr's lessssonnnnnnnsssss!!!!
and ms ang's treating us to dinner for putting in so much effort.
(although it's obvious that the other schools were much better prepared)

{ notice that this particular post is haha abit weird cos i'm in a strange mood now lar haha. it's not an imposter. it's a very confused ctb lar!}

oh and I wanna add that jeremy's church presentation PLAYED OUT was so cool.
went with huiping, cheekit and haha billy.
haha.
and the billy kena cornered by someone wh0 preached to him and the 3 of us plus jeremy were like laughing at him from the corner, but a few minutes later the jeremy startedtrying to 'save' me too.
of course I appreciate it and all, and the prayers and all that did make me feel something, but it's not that easy to go against yourparents when it comes to stuff like religion y'know?
but it was fun lar, and all the stress from the past week seemed to melt away.
(:

well tata!
thats all for now:D


idunwannagohwachongtmrandfacetheothersuperproschoolsnonono!

bear foot;
6:47 AM