bear foot;
5:34 AM
Now look what happened.
I can easily count find 10 people who I wanna bite out of anger.
Ok maybe just 5.
dang.
Because of expedition, I'm gonna miss alot alot of supplementary lessons.
Kinda worried, but I'm definitely going kinabalu!
we all trained so hard for it, and it's gonna happen in a weekkkkkk!
I know I wont regret it 'cos I've got my fellow sec3s with me :D
that's all I wanted to say.
I really need anger management!
bear foot;
5:45 AM
I LOVE
~watching moviea with anqi.
~singing with xinyu.
~bio prac with josie.
~stealing food from limin.
~scolding kaihong for not going to watch movie with anqi and moi.
~seeing samuel's facial expressions
~complaining
~speaking in chinese in front of certain people who ahem don't understand chinese
~getting thoughts of revenge
~aceing tests.
~swimmmmmmmmmingggggggggggggg
~watching mr rod when he's high.
~mr chan and his crap
~swearing at the teacher with the ahlian hairstyle. (TSG TSG!)
~scaring the jap boys by bowing at them.
(TBC)
speaking of which;
Lay Hout was telling me that Kore is a black belt in taekwondo. Den he said "hei dai" and I heard as hentai which means porn. and I ask the guy "Hentai?"
All his friends started laughing.
And I kept bowing to Sam's buddy lol.
I miss avani!
I need the toilet!
bear foot;
5:20 AM
I love water, and how I wish I could just let the hot water hit me from all over, drowning in my own sweet sour bitter angry thoughts. Sure, it's cool being around friends having a helluv fun, but sometimes, I just wanna be away. Sometimes I wanna be someone else. I'm a dreamer, even though that may not seem the case.
Anyway, well, haven't been blogging in awhile! But this post's gonna be long and it'll compensate for my lack of updates! And my blog's not pictures galore so either be prepared to read or just leave. I love my blog anyway because I love to write and I love the way I write. This is me, in the flesh. Or in black and white.
The "indian peeps" (quote gordon) are fun They are an amazing bunch of people, and I just love how passionate they are about music. As a whole, I really had fun during the past few days. Shopping, singing, talking and yadda yadda (as dom puts it). But sometimes it kinda gets frustrataing. why? well you guys should know that according to them, there is no such thing as courtesy among friends. Friends don't say thank you, and don't apologise. That's the bit that I really really cannot stand. I don't like it when they speak to me or others with a kinda rude tone. Nope. But I guess we all win some, lose some.
I failed my trigo retest again, but I'm not really that bothered this time. Because I know that I can do it, as long as I get in abit more practice and put more thought into my work 'cos my concepts are fine. (: I refuse to be bogged down by school work.
I'm gonna take control, and not let SCHOOLWORK take control. (:
kuakuakua.
and for the past week, I had a breakout. You know those stuff that looks like mozzie bites but are much bigger, and when you scratch they multiply, and sometimes it appears, sometimes it subsides? That's the one I was down with, but I've seen the doctor. Something about allergies, and being more sensitive to rashes and bacteria after being sick. oh well. it's ok now, just a little itchy(:
and you know the TUMOUR thing that i was ranting about? Turns out it's a lymph node. (Jos says its part of a plant? HELLO? bio student leh, don't anyhow say! I become a plant harh? ) It measures 2.5cm in diameter and if on friday it doesnt become smaller or disappear, dundundundun...have to be reffered to specialist. so amazing how prone to injury i am. Believe it or not, I cut my lip last week after knocking into the toilet door when my sis called out my name. TURN, BAMMMMM! OUCH ): but aiya recovered(:
Tommorrow is xinyu's birthday, and I'm gonna wish her happy birthday here! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST PEPPER! Even though we only knew each other this year, there is so much to talk about with her, and so much funfunfun all the time :D I hope she's happy, and sure we may snap at each other at times, but it's great being friends.
Oh yeah did I mention something that the guys came up with in lit class today?
"Guys stick in, but they don't stick around."
For those innocent minds, LOOK AGAIN CAREFULLY. stick IN. got it?
thought so (:
Ok, going off for dinner.
wait I am not done.
It is so astonishing how sometimes two people see things completely differently. But it's okay. So what? I'm not going to let you and us and everything upset me. I don't want it to take over me and tie me down. I've enough. Being sad is one thing, being able to bouce back is another.
alright I'm done. gosh i'm turning cryptic. roar.
friends, I love you all to bits. (sometimes I have these moments. all touchy-feely and emotional. bah. )
off to dinner for real.
after I've linked others.
bear foot;
3:54 AM
Finally, a chance to touch my keyboard in days.
My hands are aching from scribbling so much for lit. I was just doing the analysis for the Alois Alzheimer poem. So touching I wanna cry lerrrr. Take a look at the last stanza.
Lie closer to me in the dry sheets
while I can still tell who you are
Let me declare how much I love you
Before our bed is sorely tested
Love me with drooling toxins, with carbon monoxide,
With rope, with arrows through my heart.
So sad luhhhhh.
Dang, and there’s a lump in my neck under my chin.
I was being my unusual paranoid self, thinking that it was a tumour, but like what Matthew the ma-de-you says, “4D also not that accurate”.
My mum rolled her eyes and said that it’s probably just an ulcer. Well, if it is, it’s a mighty huge one)x
It hurts whenever I open my mouth to eat, which is bad because this few days, I have been eating. A lot.
Anyway, Mama made me drink some ginseng thingy to get rid of internal heat which would in turn get rid of big big fat fat ulcers! Voila. It tastes bad though. But nevermind.
Liang yao ku kou correct?
The Indian exchange program students are coming over next Tuesday! So exciting! Too bad I can only host my buddy, Avani, for 5 days. Actually I kinda pity them. Wonder if they are getting short-changed because when we go over in November, I think we have more to see, compared to when they come over. Nevertheless, I can’t wait to meet them!
I wanna go swimming~!
I need to feel the water! The chlorine-in-my-hair!
I miss swimming~!!!!
* whines *
Oh shut up already, CTB.
Fine, hmph.
bear foot;
11:40 PM
where I tried, and tried, and tried somemore....
Been feeling so frustrated the past week, and I'm dealing with all the pent up feeling by being more exuberant than ever. So, really sorry if I accidentally offended anyone while shooting my mouth off happily. oopsX=
Today, during chinese class, I looked to my left. I saw kokwee reading something inconspicuously. I think he felt me looking, 'cos a moment later, he looked up at me, and gave the grin of a sly dog. You know? Like slightly maniacal and pervy. The he lifter the cover of his magazine, and it was...well...
how many magazines do you see in s'pore with skimpily-clad gals at the cover?
I got hold of it, and read it with Kaihong. Nothing much, really. Sure, some girls were hot, but it ws really quite mild lar. We both were more interested in bitching about them, and looking at the doggies and cars and ads in the mag heehee.
anyway, two tests over :D (i was viewing this post on my screen, and realised that I had typed an extra 'e' after the t and s. so I faster come edit. haha)
I reckon I did decent.
phew.
k off to study ss~
bear foot;
5:17 AM