bear foot;
4:53 AM
the school is evil.
I can't believe there's maths camp tomorrow.
as if I'm not tired enough.
didn't expect to fall asleep for 2hrs in front of the tv after dinner~!
but today was fun(:
went to cineleiseure with des. we watched 'next'!
quite a cool movie. even though it was supposed to be thriller, it was damn funny lar. but the cinema was frigging cold and i forgot to bring jacket ):
for some strange reason i brought my class tee by accident ?
ohhhh mr lee just called.
wtf he sounds like melvin.
and I have to bring A maths file tmr!
gawwwwd i thought I escaped...but who knew...
dammit my worksheets are all over the place lar wtf.
what is wrong with me!?
I'm becoming a ditz, and I've forgotten how to blog.
kns.
and the stupid fan's not working. AND THE AIRCON TOO!
the room's f***ing hot! i cant take it!
my neighbours are annoying!
i cant stop whining.
god please help me ):
bear foot;
6:20 AM
I am back!
Had one of the best weeks ever(x
shall start by replying tags?
yup.
debbeh: haha dao you dao you!
xingzi: suresure, but another time, HAOPENGYOU!
suven: samuel's gng with his family, and go ahead, poke her! :D
samuel: YESTERDDAY WASSSS SOOOO DAMN FUN!
limin: haha. how am i suppose to reply that.
cheryl[: :wheres mine? and i didnt see your tag til today):
unique: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
errr lazy to continue.
anyways...today was report card day...and I dont feel like carrying on. I did better than expected, but I dont really care nowadays! :D
mass stress was fun ;D
odac was cool. POAYYLXLLJ!
hor matthew horrrrr?!
obviously i am not in a sane mood, cos i dont like blogging in fragments.
but wth.
YESTERDAY WAS REALLY FUN!
shopping with anqi, jeremy and samuel at carrefour.
shortly after, limin, debbie and joey joined us and we were trying our very best to hide from them.
made our way to fort canning, and it was really funny lar!
MSND rocked like shyt lar!
(see the way im blogging?)
FORGET IT I AM IN NO MOOD TO BLOG.
BYE.
bear foot;
5:12 AM
I didn't expect for the freak accident at home to happen, and having to charter my bro to KKH A&E for stitches, nor spending more than $100 !
Not to mention less than 24hrs before our flight too.
I think I won't be a doctor.
It sucks to have to endure the wails of toddlers and having to see gaping wounds :O
ew.
LALALALA.
got back my results, too.
It wasn't too bad.
In fact I think I did pretty alright, but when the CA marks are included, I think my grades would drop drastically.
And Someone Mighty Up There played a joke on me.
Still don't understand how it was possible for me to get A1 for physics, when I didn't understand the concept.
TYCO ALSO WHERE GOT SO HENG?!
but wth, good luck tends to run out, but hopefully, it'll stay with me for a little longer.
:D
cheeeers[:
bear foot;
1:03 AM
I'm dreading lit..seems like I haven't been doing well for those subjects which I did well in previously ):
Nevertheless, I'll just hope for the best.
Had cca today.
supposed to start at two, and we all rushed to the odac rm. I was cramming food into my mouth lar, but still felt hungry.
Den mr singh say it'll start at three instead, and today's run was short and okay..but I could feel the drop in my fitness :O
So after trng, I was damn hungry and ended up at hougang point for desserts with the others.
Basically loitered around til slightly later before going home.
Slept like a baby(:
The run plus the day's Inter-house games drained me. (drop in fitness)
There's a scratch on my stomach, from the super hiong netball bonus game.
Inflicted by the jaguars ):
rawr.
four more days before I leave for HKG.
(not really very excited about it yet :D )
heyhey youyou!
get well soon.
i give ya lots of hugs:)
bear foot;
4:28 AM
Glad that your eye is better.
Damn I feel like a hypocrite already.
Why?
'cos here I am wish my father a happy birthday etc etc, in my heart I'm secretly irked
with him.
X=
Actually I'm irked by both my parents.
I think they've been treating me somehwat differently since MYEs.
Perhaps it is because of the fact that I declared I wouldn't do well for this term?
But hey I think I can seek redemption in the fact that my parents aren't any better than me.
They always assure me that it's absolutely alright if I don't do well, as long as I've tried my very best.
But they never mean it.
A few days later they would tell me to work harder, and not ling shi bao fo jiao.
I never! I think I work reasonably hard, and have always tried my very best.
I know that they think I'm not working hard enough and I should reduce the time spent in
front of the computer and the telly, and direct my attention to more ' worthwhile ' matters.
They keep telling me that if I work hard now, I would have a better life in future, and they too
will have a better life. They say no one guided them, and that my sis and I are
extremely fortunate to have parents who care.
Yah sure.
First they tell us that life is not about paper-chasing, and that I should strive to improve my emotional
quotient (they think I'm prone to mood swings and have lousy communication skills).
Then they tell me that I (and my sister--my bro ain't old enough yet) have to work hard and be a lawyer or
something equally respectable. ( cos in real life, money matters.)
I tried telling my mum I may drop physics.
And she rolls her eyes and walks away coldly.
My dad says it would be foolish.
damn it, I just don't get physics alright?
I bet if I read an article about poly out loud, they're glance at me and give me a mildly suspicious look.
Personally, Iim okay with polys even though I have never considered a course in poly.
Maybe I've just got to stop complaining.
But frankly, I feel there's a big gaping hole between me and my parents.
( They think I don't talk in school because at home, I'm no longer the talkative 5 year old that I was. *laughs incredulously* )
bear foot;
7:23 PM
very very exhausted.
my legs are aching badly, there's a there-but-not-quite-there pimple on my left cheek, my neck hurts from bending down the past few days, and I'm kinda woooozyyy.
I. was. super.blur.today.
after effects of bio paper.
YAYYYYYY MYEs are over!
at long last.
I think I'll fail physics but I've come to terms with it already.
I'm just not the physics kind like jingya or mr chan or wadever.
after bio paper, (i was surprisingly calm after peiqi 'diffused' her luck to me.) met suven and waited for gen to finish her poa.
den found yueli and we went hg mall to meet the rest.
i was sooooo blur lar. kept repeating whatever i said twice 'cos i forgot i said it.
X=
haha I had to refrain from laughing when I saw emmett. His hair so funny and I never realised he had a mole under his neck. hahaha.
and on the train to vivo, jasper was watching '300' on his psp.
he showed us all the gory scenes lar....ewwww.
he;s a sadist who enjoys watching people being decapitated.
):
sooo...went secret recipe.
i had a banana split :D
lurrrrrrveeeee whipped cream (:
den went to the wading pool.
so funnnnnn.
i love the water (:
oops. *eating pear and too lazy to blog with one hand*
so i shall stop here :D
chhhheeeerrrrssssss
bear foot;
5:10 AM
FOUR PAPERS OUT OF THE WAY :D
the languages, that is.
somehow, I've got a real bad feeling about my English P1 (which I'm normally not tooo worried about).
I wrote about being a foreigner visiting Singapore for the first time, but I just couldn't describe my homeland well.
unlike in the previous essay for english lesson, where all the words came naturally to me, but i got a pretty low score 'cos the essay was 'too depressing' ?!
wth?!
anyway. got i think 10 more papers left.
social studies is painful, I swear.
valerie taught some of us girls a really cute cheer.
It's called the Bimbo Cheer.
hope she's fine with me putting this up here.
Oh my gosh! I think I need my manicure
The sun, I swear, is scorching up my gorgeous hair!
29-64!
I dont care 'bout the stupid score
GO GO FIGHT FIGHT!
GOOOO BIMBO!
cute right?
and I've proven that I'm seriously laggy in figuring out jeremy's "Picnic Game"
then the other two had already found the pattern and I still gong gong whining
AHHHH.
EVERYONE JIAYOU!
one more week (:
bear foot;
5:34 AM